Help Kyle Carry That Weight

I'll carry another pound for every donation I receive.

Here's my story:

Let me start with the part that surprises people most: I am currently co-parenting my sons with my ex-wife's boyfriend. His name is Doug. We're both straight. We're both devoted to these boys. We're both a testament to what becomes possible when men stop performing strength and start practicing it.

That's not where the story starts. But it's a pretty good preview of where it goes.

In 2011, my wife Sarah was 34. I was 33. Our boys were 4 and 1 when she was diagnosed with Stage 4 Colon Cancer. We expected she had two years. She made it nearly nine, which meant I had nine years to figure out what I was doing. I used roughly eight and a half of them doing it wrong.

The first time someone called me a caregiver, I had no idea what they were talking about. I felt scared, isolated, completely ill-equipped, and quietly drowning — while working very hard to project the complete opposite. I didn't know how to ask for help. I couldn't imagine saving any compassion for myself. I didn't even see myself as a caregiver. Men in my world didn't come with that word in their vocabulary.

So I moved to Minnesota, where I knew exactly no one, at Sarah's request. I started a nonprofit for men like me. I spent four years building an entire identity around caregiving. Brick by brick, sacrifice by sacrifice, Minnesota winter by Minnesota winter.

Then Sarah asked me for a divorce.

I'd love to tell you I handled it with grace. What I can tell you is that Jack's, the thing I'd built to help other men, became the thing that saved me. When the identity I'd spent four years constructing was suddenly gone, I still had somewhere to put it. Somewhere to be useful. Somewhere to still be the caregiver I'd worked so hard to become.

Sarah and I stayed close after the divorce. When she entered hospice and Doug needed a break, I would step in and care for her. Doug and I, two men with every structural reason to make this awkward, chose not to. We became close through that. And now here we are: an ex-husband and a boyfriend, raising kids together, figuring it out as we go.

I tell that story not to be unusual, but because it captures something true about what caregiving does to a person when you actually let it. It strips away the performance and teaches you what really matters.

Jack's Caregiver Coalition is named after a man I've never met, a stranger who told our friends: "Serve the caregiver. They're always forgotten." When those friends flew across the country to sit with me and said "we're here for you," it cracked something open. I knew other men needed that crack.

With over a decade of experience and a background reshaping culture in the construction industry, I've dedicated my work to the men who are showing up every day for someone they love while quietly disappearing inside.

Our goal: strengthen at least one million caregiving men by 2035.

Jack was right. We're always forgotten. Not anymore.